oh, i moved!

http://interrlock.wordpress.com

dont ask me why i changed, i guess i'm just keen to hop along to an alternate platform!

PS* tell me if you want me to link you! lol

it's time! i think i'm gonna set up a wordpress instead now. idk what's with the random idea, but, blogger has stayed with me since primary school on my birthday! (Cause i dedicated my first post to my friends on my bday). alrightioooo, gonna be an active blogger again, soon after i setup my new account! teeheE!

off to the gym now! RUN RUN RUN!

have been reading so much about the constitution of singapore cause of the elections and also on history of the monarchy and royal family cause of the royal wedding. AHHAHA i suddenly don't feel so shallow afterall, hahaha and actually, it's kinda interesting to know stuff like that :|

um.. and i getting old? LOL

my mum just called awhile ago and updated me about recent events that happened back at home, seems like everyone's taking a step to move on this year. not long after my eldest brother moved out, my second brother is moving out, then my mum told me about my third brother proposing to his gf last week. everything seems to change so quickly. i feel kinda happy for my third brother (being the closest to him), but a little worrying at the same time considering his ... weird way of thinking, how he would be able to raise a family while still having issues settling himself down at this age. glad that he did as he promised me the other time to stay together with mother.

certainly, there're issues with my sister in law with her attitude and useless brain (regardless how much of studies she pursue, i guess only theories work in her). she only acknowledge herself as the best while others would be way below her - bloody ass arrogant, hurtful and irritating. well, it's better off for her to move out since it's so torturing for her to stay on and makes nobody happy with her presence.

after writing the 2 paragraphs, guess a big family isn't that good afterall. so much of conflicts and dissatisfaction driving everyone to their ends. having 3 brothers feels like nothing. people kept asking questions like "aw, your brothers must have dote on you alot". In fact, we were never as close as what people think? being the youngest sister infested me much glory either? aiyaa... i have so much to ramble but too lazy... ta, thats it

bye

feeling so numb, relieved to have listeners around.

why do i get so so so so so pissed with you at times?

im so pissed with myself

i can't even handle my studies well, what else can i hope for? screw it, failing my IFA midsem might be a wake up call that i'm already in year 2 and should just stop procrastinating. getting a fucked up result for OB is all well worth. got a odd feeling my marketing essay would barely be a Pass tmr, and so will my group assignment if the singaporean bastard keeps zoning out to other's perspective and thinks so highly of himself. i know i shouldn't be so concerned and paranoid over my own performance, but who wouldn't?! effed

maybe being too tired is the reason for making me feel too grumpy. i shouldnt have stayed up to do study and practice for IFA last night in the first place since it all went to waste. 3 hours of unsatisfying sleep, went for a painful hour of dental fillings appointment, getting fking annoyed by this idiot who cannot pronounce "cyclicality"and someone sooooooooooo full of himself, bloody hell, just pisses me off up side down. what bad day.

my mouth is so painful i could only swallow the scrambled eggs that i just cooked. aiya what a messy post in a messed up day, home alone today, i shall blast music in the whole house all to myself. just leave me alone

ta

dear god, please give me some strength

never been so tensed for exam before, maybe it's just cause i realise the amount of effort i put in for this subject yet the practices i did don't seem to reflect a very convincing result.. i feel like crying! :( give me a break after this please, even though i really like accounting

fuck, i shall go to the dentist tomorrow, woke up with a swollen gum

hey ho the merry oh!

sigh, my last resort online is always this website, hahaha cos i don't wanna go offline yet and wanna have a space for me to keep typing. hmm, i was trying out iBooks on my phone last night, cause i was so sick of having to think and go through all my accounting notes, so i felt my brain needed a break, and to do so is to read? hahaa you might me like "what? siting reads" yeala, i admit i haven't picked up a book since ages, but i just suddenly felt like doing so. but after meddling with the phone for around half hr odd, i got so irritated and chucked it aside. i don't know where the fiction reading collections are? the general readings are kinda the genre that i won't bother reading? authors are people like aristotle, some ah tiongs and etc. sigh

There's so much on my to-do-list to slash out today! althou it felt productive ytd for sitting down obediently and do it, i was progressing so slowly, the simple concepts just don't get to me idk y. needa madrush 3 more chapters for my accounting, i've reduced my chapters and not gonna catch up on QM2 for now since nothing's coming up until after the break, all my OB reading for the week, marketing research assignment, OB research assignment. Sigh, gonna try to clear as much as i can today! But before that, let me have my breakfast now. Sigh even more.

i don't know what has been in my mind lately, i keep feeling empty, althou there's alot of buzzling going around me. so yea.. cya